I weighed myself this morning, and they told me to weigh myself daily. If I gain more than 1-1/2 pounds in day, or 4 pounds in a week, I have to call them.
I weigh about 20 pounds more today than I did the day I went in for surgery.
I know it is mostly water and fluid and that is why they have me on the diuretic. But it is still a LOT of weight to gain.
Jim and I mostly watched TV today and I talked on the phone with everyone. I told them we are not having any visitors for Christmas. I am sad I am not seeing my family or the kids for Christmas. But I want to get strong to be there for the next one, right?
I am staying positive -- but I am also very tired. I sleep fitfully and the dreams are scary. I don't totally remember them but they were dark. Yuck.
